Friday, April 28, 2006

Eh?

It's Friday night and yours truly is still slogging away at the office, with poops trying to squeeze themselves out my asshole but there isn't enough moisture, it seems. I get probs like that sometimes, what you call constipation. It's gotten a lot better, though.

Sigh...my own fault. Creative juices are drying. That's why I can't get a good design out to my boss. That's why I have to do this fucking job on a rainy Friday night.

Man, I just wanna dash home and spend some quality time with my guy. Monday's Labour Day, for God's sake! Well, which is why I wanna get everything over and done with tonight. Then I won't have to fret about it anymore.

Sunday's Mother's Day but I ain't gonna be home to visit Mom. Guess I'm the most unfilial daughter you'd ever see. Come here, take a picture then. No, honestly, like other people, I'm just beginning to notice how old my parents have become.

Thought of providing them a comfortable life in which they would not need to worry about money or other cruel facets of life, too. But I guess I'm such a lazy bum it will be a helluva long time for me to achieve that. Sometimes I really do wish I have more drive.

Wondering why I'm slogging away but still have the time to blog? Well, my machine is the slowest of its kind so I have to wait for the files to open up. Anyways, gotta get back to work.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Fly Girl?

I woke up with a slight headache today. I didn't sleep very late last night. So what the...? Mmm, probably because I was up doing something I shouldn't be doing. Haha, curious? Guess then!

Anyways, the slight disturbance this morning developed into heavy lethargy by the time I made it to the bus. I was in a damn uncomfortable position in my seat, thinking, "Man, I wish I'm sitting beside the window," glancing at the guy next to me.

I was still half awake when I saw it. It came in the form of an elongated round diamond (forgive me if my description sucks, I forgot the name of the shape), contained by black fabric. By now, the girl was standing in front of me and smiling at me apologetically as she accidentally pushed my leg.

I looked away, not knowing what to do or say. How was I gonna say it anyway? I've never been in this situation before, at least not with a girl. I thought of continuing with my doze, but I hesitated for 2 minutes more before I could stand it no more.

I tapped on her wrist, she she brought her head down closer to hear, but not quite close enough. Shit, I can't speak that loud, but it was noisy because the bus was packed.

"Hmm, miss, your fly is undone..." I muttered under my breath. I wasn't even sure what expression I should show on my face!

She lowered her head in a flash and looked at me with a look of sheer disbelief. Then she pulled her coat together to cover the wide opening, flashing the top of her white panties and some of her tummy.

I guess she couldn't bear to zip it straight away because the motion would be too obvious and everyone would now. Although, I thought that perhaps the guy beside me already noticed, he looked away out the window once the girl came up. I mean, it was soooo obvious. Her lower body was smack at eye level for those of us sitting down.

I felt sorry for her, I really did. Afterwards, she simply couldn't look me in the eye (not even as a whole, I guess). She kept her eyes straight in front and wouldn't even take the seat beside me when it was vacated. Well, she was standing closest to me so normally would have taken it, right?

First time I'm in this situation. I really couldn't stand that a girl is flashing herself unknowingly and suddenly realize it only in the afternoon. How many people would she had flashed by then? It's humiliating. But luckily I'm a girl, or else I would be like the guy next to me on the bus. I mean, for a girl, if a guy came up to her and say that she didn't zip her fly, she probably would think he's a psycho, right? Although she might feel a teeny weeny bit grateful.

However, I would really appreciate someone telling it to me rather than realizing it only afterwards, if it's really apparent. I would be doubly embarassed if a guy tells me but as long as he doesn't look weird, it should be ok.

There, I sure hope it doesn't happen to me, though.